Have You?

Have you ever feel like wanting to give up?
Not because you are tired, or you are done?
But because you feel you are not qualified enough to do it?


You did so many things but yet it is not enough, enough to open someone's heart, enough to make people you love happy and so on.
and one word that crosses the mind, USELESS.


It hurts when you are not behind the reason the one you love is smiling.
Not the first one they reach when they have problems.


You don't even know what are their favourite songs, habits, and daily activities.
You only know from other people.
And still you think you are the closest to them?


You forget when was the last time they were truly happy with you.
The only thing remains in mind is the fights, that happen almost everyday.


When you realize all above, you still want to carry on?
There are so many people outside there that can do million times better than you.


The hardest decision is,
either to let go or to keep holding on.


I am praying the best for you.